Pay Attention through these parts

Yesterday was Thursday February 11th. Besides the request from Light Worker friends that at 11:00 we be in prayer holding the light for the war torn area of Afghanistan, Thursdays are significant to me for several reasons. Many years ago my quest for answers brought me to the Yoruba village of Oyatunji in Beuaford South Carolina. Through divination I was given the name Ayorinde: Joy Walks In, and told that I was a child of Sango. And although it has taken me many years to truly embrace walking in Joy, it has always been clear that energy of the thunderbolt king was strongly represented in my vibration. Thursday is Sango’s day. It is my sacred day. The day I pray and light candles and pour water for the ancestors. A day to get things done for Ayorinde; music class, any business meetings, fencing class, all scheduled for Thursdays. Having this time to myself keeps me sane, truly. For the past couple years or so, I have been blessed to have my mother-in-law watch the children on Thursdays. (Thank you MamaSan. May each hair on your head be blessed a thousand fold. May the vibration of opulent beauty, love, joy and prosperity cradle you comfortingly for all of her days.)
However, due to life transition in the family, this Thursday, and in fact the past three Thursdays has been mommy-chauffeur-chef-housewife business-as-usual day. So it should have come as no surprise to me when I drew the icosahedron for my day: RECEPTIVENESS. Be still, be quiet, go inside, don’t try to make stuff happen and now that it’s Friday, I see how that vibration is showing up. I missed two appointments yesterday. The first one the person was supposed to call to get directions, but never did. The 2nd one called several times, but I was giving my middle little a bath and never heard the phone ring. I fell asleep with all my clothes on exhausted not even thinking about that meeting until I saw the message on my phone this morning. I see how I really was not in an out-flowing vibration so Spirit just worked it out for me. But the cards told me ahead of time and even though all day long I felt like I should be doing something in the midst of whatever I was doing, I really needed to shut down a bit and go inside to restore my energy.
This morning, as I went to clean up a bit in my room I picked up my two sacred geometry decks and found, by chance, the bottom card on both decks was the golden proportion, one positively aspected and the other negatively aspected. Now, there are 33 cards in each deck so the odds of both decks having that particular card facing me by chance are rare. Also it has been said that when the bottom card on the deck is showing that that card is a message to you from the Great Spirit. It is also significant that the card is the golden ratio. Whole books and secret societies have formed because of its significance in our universe. From seeds in a sunflower, the arc in the nautilus shell, the ratio from our head to our body and the earth to the surrounding planetary bodies and harmonic frequencies, the golden proportion represents mathematic divinity. So it would be real good for me to pay attention right through here. In the positive the card’s vibration about: HARMONY. In the negative: JUSTICE. When I pull a card and get the hit that I should look at both aspects being represented, it’s a call to bring about balance. In the positive, it’s telling me that the things I have set into motion are achieving a rare quality of inner harmony. It’s a card most auspiciously denoting success without limitation. Good news. However the message from Spirit is to pay attention to both aspects. In the negative, the card is telling me to pay attention to all the details rotating inn my life and that I’m at the fulcrum, how things roll out from here absolutely depends upon my ability to navigate deftly through these parts. So what’s on the line for me these days? I’m working on a multi-media production called Inner’tainment, which includes an internet TV type program, my music and writing, a voice over business called Inner Voice, Inner Wisdom workshops (which are classes designed to assist people in navigating through life’s mysteries) and, oh yeah I’m a wife and a mother of three young boys juggling dinner and laundry and one car to get us where we’re all going. (And I forgot to mention that I’m singing on Sunday Night in a tribute to Bill Withers at the evening Muse. So if you’re in town lookin’ for something cool to do on Valentine’s day, come check us out). So… I could definitely use a little divinely navigated balance through here. Keep me in the Light Y’all!