Sunday, February 21, 2010

discipline and sacred geometry

Ok. So I have been out of communication for about a week. A lot has transpired in that time: Two major things on the planetary/mundane level… and very interesting reflections/revelations on the spiritual plane. The first, was me singing on stage (Bill Withers, benefit concert) with a band for the first time in almost ten years! The funny thing is, I didn’t even realize it had been that long until just before it was my turn to go up on stage and just after I, and the rest of the audience, had been completely blown away by a number of other stellar performances preceding mine. And though I will admit to being nervous for perhaps only the second time in my performance life, gratefully, I think I was able to pull it off. The interesting thing was the card I pulled just before leaving the house for the evening’s event. Holding the performance and all of its variables in my mind as I sifted through the cards, I turned over card number 30, presented upright: RECONCILIATION. How deep this is cannot be given justice in this small space. Nor would I bore anyone who might be reading this to go into the details here. But briefly, most of the guys on stage with me that night are guys I performed with back in the day… the day before the drama of children presented itself in my life… (did I say drama??). Anyway, reconciliation is appropriate because I got great feed back and have been invited to come back and sing in June for a 70’s funk, big band kind of thing. It’s even a paid gig! AWESOME! As my three year old would say.

Now the other thing that happened was deeper still. As I mentioned previously, I happen to have two sacred geometry decks: one for travel and one for home. On Saturday, for the first time, both were sitting next to each other on my extremely messy bureau. Wanting to seize them up before they toppled into one another, I grabbed them up simultaneously, one deck in my right hand, the other in my left. When I wrote about this before, I did not yet know the significance that the vibration of HARMONY vs. JUSTICE would hold sway over this period in my time and space. Again, briefly: this week my 10 year old son was caught lying to me, consciously and conveniently unconsciously not once, not twice but THREE TIMES! (I just want you to know this takes me to the outer limits y’all!) Suffice it to say that when it occurred this weekend we were in the harmony space with it: even designing a regimen that would assist him in becoming clear minded, more grounded and self controlled. However, when it showed up this evening for yet a third time….. well, let’s just say we had to serve up some justice on this evening; the likes of which will not soon be forgotten, I’m sure.

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